Waiting For Nothing (The Ultimate Catalyst Of One’s Self Destruction)

False illusions will be our downfall

Watch the temples crumble where I used to reside
When I was regretful and unwilling and my strengths I used to hide
If depression means the world to you then your whole world is a lie
You resent the thought of happiness you’ve failed yet you never tried

The agony of defeat constructed from deceit

Seven days they seem like years and each day never ends
You break down from a single blow as you lose your confidence

Glass shards under your feet inconsistent heartbeats

Pulse slowly stops temperature drops the agony sets in
You just wait for nothing

Buried dreams galore, an epitaph carved for your useless existence
What breathes behind that, a coward like you will never know
Your salvation denied, your heaven is an empty sky

The angels weep and this parade will go on as you lose breath and die

For everything you’ve lost nothing’s waiting for you
You’ll forever dread the sun these flatlines burn

Surrounded by ghosts of your mistakes you feed them with your fears
Watch your palace crumble and liquefy to tears

The bitter fruits you reap the scar is way too deep

I run and hide from these ghosts that chase me in my dreams those that
Burn along with temples they ignore and drown out my screams

Take control of what controls you what confuses you will destroy you
You have been stagnant for too long
Wait wait waiting for nothing

Music: J. Mendoza
Lyrics: R. Africa
Arrangement: J. Mendoza